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Sunday, December 8th, 2013
8:24 pm
I want to let go of control
I want to let go of control and feel safe
I want someone to show me they have the potential to hurt me
To bruise me, to trap me, to scar me…
But instead they stand on the edge of the abyss
And say no

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Sunday, October 20th, 2013
6:38 pm - hm.
i think i realize, maybe i don't want to go back to argentina.

i think of it as my home. but now i don't know anymore. can any place be my home? do i just choose? should i look around in the world more before settling down?

i should live in mexico first. then...i could live in turkey or korea.

i am...confused. what am i really chasing by going back to argentina? maybe i should choose a different place to live. mendoza is beautiful...but alejandro lives there. and he breaks my heart. i could try a different place in argentina. puerto madryn? esquel? salta? córdoba? san rafael...?

but somehow...mexico beckons me...

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Friday, April 5th, 2013
6:27 am - siempre voy a tener miedo
nunca se me va a ir. nunca se me irá.

tengo que aceptarlo, este miedo. hay que enfrentarlo y seguir a pesar del miedo, a seguir CON el miedo, reconociéndolo.

y después de quedarme al otro lado del miedo, el lado de la superación, me voy a sentir tan feliz, tan bien, me hará acordar de todos los momentos en los que me vencieron, en los que me ganaron y pensaré "Mirenme. Estoy ganando. Estoy venciendo al miedo que me quisieron dar. No me voy a quedar como ustedes. Estoy libre."

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Monday, March 18th, 2013
4:08 pm - only 3 weeks left
so sad.

I'll miss you, my love. My home. I'll come back soon. It will only be a short while. I'll be back. We'll see each other again. It will only be a short time.

This will be the last time...I promise you. I will promise you. My last time away from you.

I won't leave you again. I love you, my home. Argentina... please wait for me.

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Thursday, February 24th, 2011
8:13 pm - dammit!!!
Foster the People are playing at the BellyUp (in San Diego) on March 22nd!!!!!

noooooooooo!!!!!!!

seeing those cuties up close playing awesome music.


sigh. :[


NOT FAIR.

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Sunday, January 9th, 2011
8:08 pm
i opened up my heart a little bit too early.

i gotta put it away for now, and think clearly.

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Thursday, January 6th, 2011
8:24 pm
I BEAT AMORPHOUS ON BIG NEST LEVEL YAY!!!!!!! SO HAPPY

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Monday, December 27th, 2010
9:29 pm
ugh i need to start exercising again.

damn holiday junk food -_-

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Tuesday, November 30th, 2010
6:30 pm - mmmmm
sf trip was very lovely.

home-made banana muffins, Gael Bernal Garcia, MOMA, kryptonite sandwich, rock climbing, Golden Gate Park, Tangled, Thanksgving fooods, Social Network, pre-party w/ chardonnay, raving, all day warcraft 3 fest, Fargo w/ pizza, nutella shakes, kissing in elevators, playing airhockey and riding a lil Tom & Jerry car, Harry Potter, horribly bad photobooth pictures, having someone come the closest to unconditionally loving me who above all else wants me to be happy

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Friday, November 19th, 2010
8:43 pm - you always hurt the one you love
You always hurt the one you love
The one you shouldn't hurt at all
You always take the sweetest rose
And crush it till the petals fall
You always break the kindest heart
With a hasty word you can't recall
So If I broke your heart last night
It's because I love you most of all

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